There are things I want to say to each and every person I’ve had some type of relationship with. But here are just a few. I won’t name names, and these aren’t in chronological order.
Person #1: I don’t hold anything against you. I was young and even though you were older you were young at heart, you didn’t know what you wanted and I did. Even though things went sour I still have to say you beat that confidence into me you wanted me to have. I still think of you from time to time, especially when I see a bumblebee.
Person #2: I don’t know if you consider me an ex girlfriend or just a fling but I just wanted to say that you restored my ability to smile. I was damaged and you made me feel desirable. Thanks for that. However life gave you a second chance and you ran away from it. You thought you had something better going for you so you choose that, I can respect that however I can’t respect how you toy with my emotions. You say or did things that made my heart skip a beat, you did it just to see if I still cared about you. Of course I did. But now I see you just like feeling important, desired, and are in love with the idea of “love”. I guess that didn’t work out too well for you when she broke up with you and wont even give you the time of day. Now you know how it feels. Honestly I think your just as damaged as I once was. In the end I still can have no ill feelings towards you no matter how hard I try. I just wanted you to be crazy about me like I was about you. I’ve moved on now, but I cant help but wonder if you ever think of me and what those thoughts contain. I think I will always think of you, even in my last moments.
Person #3: You are an idiot. You never deserved me, ever. I don’t even know how we stayed together so long. We really didn’t even have anything in common or want the same things in life. I suspect that you will always be the way you were, you will never really “change”. Stop asking to have any sort of contact with me. You truly made me hate you, and hate is a strong word. I despise you, and want nothing to do with you. Im trying to forget your existence, our relationship almost seems like a distant memory, past life, ive gotten so good at blocking you out of my memory that I really can’t even remember what you look like.
Person #4: Although we were never “technically together” I learned a lot about dating, I learned to toughen up as well. I also learned having things in common doesn’t equate to happily ever after. You were good looking and talented but not meant for me, you made me realize I shouldn’t apologize for being me, just because I wasn’t what you wanted didn’t me I wasn’t desirable. You were sweet and I hope you are happy wherever you are. You made me look forward to going to work.
Person # 5 : You are handsome even when you sleep. You love me when Im grumpy and know how to handle me when Im angry which is no easy task. You have softened my once hardened heart. You restored my faith in men and make me feel like if I cant have it all then that’s ok because I still ended up with the best and what counts the most, I will live happily ever after even if your all I got because that’s all I want. I adore you and you have made me a better person.